Fuck

As it turns out, I did turn to my mother to help me get a student loan.  And, of course, it wasn't good enough.  We were still declined, I guess great credit isn't enough, you need to make a fortune as well.  So, I have to come up with $3000 in the next 20 days or I'll be dropped from all of my classes.  And, I still need another $2000 or so shortly after that to get everything I need to start the semester (but that's not as urgent).  Anyone know anybody I could blow to get $5000?

Also, Tristan found out that the job he was waiting for, the one that would have increased his income by 34%, fell through.  The job basically just went away.  So, this hasn't been the greatest of weeks. 

With me not having a job, and not wanting to just jump into a new one either, getting into school was my plan.  I have been trying to do for 3 years, agonizing again and again as something always got in the way.  And now, the rug is pulled out from underneath, yet again.  I would just really like something to go right for once, I don't feel like a I'm a bad person that deserves to constantly get shit on.  But, what do I know?

Fuck.